Iam tired but I continue to persevere and Iam weak but I remain strong all because something deep within me just won’t allow me to quit! Sometimes I feel like my life is ending as things gets harder and then the same thoughts come when too much good happens. I have mixed emotions about the process, the process of life and the journey of success accomplishing my dreams. All I know is that I’ve been a dreamer since as young as I started dreaming and I’ve also been a hard worker in every aspect of my life for the same amount of time. In my pursuit to happiness, I’ve lost so much but I’ve also won much as well. Which is why Iam very thankful for my life and what life has given me. However, there’s this one itch that I haven’t been able to scratch. Iam an undiscovered Worldwide Super Star! Being undiscovered is what is so confusing to me. I can’t understand it because I believe that I’ve tried everything I know to be undiscovered no more; and now I have nothing left to give, NOTHING! Somehow, yet I still hold on; although I must admit my faith has wavered severely but I continue to push forward. This is my ALL OR NOTHING TOUR!
I was on my way to Tampa, Florida on November 29, 2019 to perform at the Soul Beach Fest the next day. Approximately 30 minutes away from where I was staying (my line brother Antonio Brewington apartment), my spirit spoke aloud and I followed saying, I need to go to Los Angeles, California now! As my song states, IT’S GO TIME! I didn’t know how I was going to make this trip happen because I was broke (currently still am). The only money I have coming in is through my talents and that hasn’t been enough but I came to terms that working full time 9-5 wasn’t enough either. On the morning of May 2, 2019 my spirit spoke too loud, I realized that I couldn’t do it anymore so I just wrote and emailed my letter of resignation effective immediately. Now Iam 100% locked into the only hope I have, my gifts, talents and entrepreneurship spirit. So what’s the plan? I launch the Good Vibes Kitchen with catering specialty in Bahamian and Jamaican foods. Although receiving an abundance of praise for our food and professionalism, we borrowed so much money that we are still trying to recoup after suffering a major loss (that should have been a major profit). Now with my business bank account, I realize I can over spend so I do just that to make my All or Nothing Tour happen! The full month of January was dedicated to “being in the right place’ hopefully, ‘at the right time.” January 5-10 Atlanta, GA; January 10-24 Los Angeles California; January 24-31 New York and then I get an offer to perform at Uncle Luke Super Bowl Party in Miami, so January 31-February 4 Miami. Today is February 24, 2020, and my ALL OR NOTHING TOUR continues as Iam back in Los Angeles, California pursuing “my time”!…my time to shine!
You can see everything I’ve done on my All or Nothing Tour at my YouTube Channel PSSKINGP and you can follow in time as I continue this journey on my instagram @1KingP. Will my dream ever happen? My doubts that I’ve never had before grows stronger by the day so I can’t say. What I know is that I’ve risked it all, leaving no stone unturned, with limited resources and hardly any money (at this point, no money) to reach my Worldwide Super Star self that I’ve dream of since I started dreaming as a kid. I’ve seen it so many times and every time it feels so real and then I wake up. 🧐 Makes me wonder would it be better not to wake up?!..but I got mouths to feed, 5 plus me to be exact! My one wish now is to leave them with generations of money, so much that it lasts within our family until the end of times. I just want it to start with me King, Phillip Solomon Stewart aka King P, the actor, model, music artist, saxophonist, entrepreneur, coach, educator and dreamer! This tour represents everything about me and my family timeline. I want to see my mom happy and enjoying life everyday spending time with her grand kids. I want to know my family (mother & father sides in Jamaica and everywhere else) and see them prosperous in every corner of the earth. I want to inspire people like me and many others in the world. I want to help so many people. The only thing I can give anyone now is my smile that although shines so bright it is weary. GOOD VIBES TO THE WORLD is my motto and what I believe I offer to the world, but Iam undiscovered and ready to throw in the towel. This is my ALL OR NOTHING TOUR!